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emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 22:04:20 GMT

Andrew's baby was born today...I'm stupidly jealous.

He's called Daniel, and he's beautiful.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 17:56:36 GMT

I never write in here anymore.
Seems i just dont have time. I work 40 hours a week in a job i don't really like.
I spend every minute i can with Adam, and i'm trying to fit my friends in the mix too.
I dont want to be one of those couples who are always together And really, we're not. We spend a few hours together a day. Just we seem to pretty much every day we can. Even if it's just lying around watching tv.

I hate my job right now. Looking on job sites, even if i'm only half convinced i would leave.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 16:03:48 GMT

I havent written properly in ages.
Maybe it's about time.

I'm starting to like my job a bit better, i know what im doing and i enjoy it, most the time. The only shit thing is the hours. And the journey time, and the petrol it's using. But other than that it's good. I can sell glasses, put lens orders through, pre screen patients, and im good at it.

I got a new car as well, a honda civic, i posted pics before. I love it, it's a much better ride then the Yaris. It's the kind of car that whe im driving to work, i can see all these men in vans looking down and smirking, at the little girl in the civic. But when i speed off from them quicker, its a good feeling!

Then there's Adam.
He's back at Asda now, it was his first day today. And i know he was dreading it. He was at mine telling me how much he hates the thought of being back there, but it's better than being on the dole. He has to wear a bright pink cap and sash. He had asked me not to go into Asda, because he doesnt want me to see him, but i couldnt help going in and spying on him, but he nearly caught me and Aimee so we had to leave.

Everything is ticking on ok with us. It's been 5 months, 1 week. I'm still crazy about him, even though he irritates me a lot at times. We havent mentioned love, apart from the drunk incident on bank holiday. I want to tell him so much that i do love him. It sounds stupid but i'm afraid of being the one to say it first, incase i get rejected. We talk about future stuff, like, hyperthetically, if we were to get a house...., and , i want to go to brazil, but i dont know if it would be safe for you..... Then theres the baby talk, about how no way no how atm. It would wreck our future and everything. And he's right. I spent time with Aimee and her baby today, and it's just nice to hand back Izzy when she's crying. There was a time when i got a little bit maternal, thought, it would be quite nice, but now i know better. Besides, Adam makes sure theres absolutely no way i could get pregnant anyway.

1 month 2 days until i go to Majorca with Andrew, and i can't wait!

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 12:56:31 GMT

So Aimee has had her baby...
A little girl...Isabella Grace McKenna.
5lb 1 once. She's tiny. And gorgeous.
Born at 7am this morning, i was getting texts and a photo sent at 7:25.
I can't wait to see her.
Photo's soon.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Tue, 25 Dec 2007 15:24:39 GMT

Merry Christmas!
From me and this gorgeous little girl.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:20:20 GMT

Today at the metro centre an absolutely gorgeous guy started talking to me in the que for the cash machine. I'm kicking myself for not asking for his number. But it did give me a confidence boost, which i've needed lately, because i've been feeling like a complete failure when it comes to guys. It's like, all i've been able to feel for ages is that i'm good enough to have a bit fun with, but nothing else. Nto god enough for a relationship. So thats why i let myself be used by Shaun, because i thought that was all i was worth anyway. It sounds stupid typed, or said. But i know what i mean.

So yeah. I'm feeling a bit better about myself. This guy gave me an ego boost.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Sat, 13 Oct 2007 12:02:27 GMT

Horoscope for the week of 11-17 October...

'Saggitarius- Wishes really can come true Sagitarius! Neptune is casting a special spell, where anything is possible. Write down ideas- at a deep level you're tapping into something important. As honesty grows, many relationships will reach new levels of intensity. Deep feelings or difficult topics could be discussed. Trust your lucky stars!'

Seems a little ironic. Shame i think horoscopes are bullshit. One horoscope for 1/12 of the population. I dont think so.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Fri, 05 Oct 2007 22:13:16 GMT

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Mon, 27 Aug 2007 17:12:47 GMT

So my boss Gavin told me he's leaving. His last day is thursday.
I know we'd been trying to drive him out, but this felt like a hollow victory for me. Today he was actually human. He seemed....defeatest. Like Tracy said we needed help, and told him to go do the tables, and he stood there saying...but i dont want to...in a really...child like way. But he seemed so down. I know the job hasnt been easy for him, but then again it would have been better if he were nicer to us. I guess when it comes down to it, he is only 26. He might have been a McDonalds manager, but he didnt have the experience for a super market. He was out of his depth, and i think he knew it.

When he told me i stood there and was like, but who will i go to to quit....
I told him i was leaving, and he said its the best thing for me, to get out while i can. I said i really hated the place, and he just stood there saying 'me too'. He was being nice, talking to me in a way that he hadnt done all year. Like he was a friend, or a colleague, not my manager.

I never thought i'd say it, but i think i'll miss him.

Julie's exstatic. Said she nearly cried with happiness.

I've warned Shaun on sat i will probably be really angry and on edge again, then no doubt cry. He was like, cry...again? Ahh i love how awkward he is around crying girls.
I really do like him. And after sat he was just so lovely. Like, me and him have set unspoken rules, like we only kiss when we know we're alone, we dont do it in public or anything like that. Especially not when i take him home because i drop him off around the corner from his house, and anyone could see. Yet he knew i was upset, and when i stopped the car, he kissed me, which was nice.
He's also trying to put me off smoking, which i seem to have been doing this past week at work. Just since Andrew gave me one after a stressful day, and he was right, it helped, so now when i'm stressed, i'll go for a tab with them. But he was like, i thought you werent going to do that anymore? And telling me it's wierd seeing me smoking and stuff. So yeah, he's trying to discourage me. Which is good. I'm not takig up smoking, it's just been this week, it's helped. Hopefully, with not being at work all the timne now i wont need to do it.

Our restaurant is screwed.
We have no manager. Janet is leaving, Dean is leaving. Lindsay's applied for a new job, Traceys applying for a new job, JJ is applying for a new job, Shauns looking for a new job, i'm leaving, Amie is pregnant, so it's only a matter of time. Soon there'll be no-one left.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Sat, 28 Jul 2007 19:51:06 GMT

Things are strange at work.
Apparently morale is low.

People are saying things about other people behind their backs, and it's getting to the stage where you don't know what you can say around certain people.
I was on my break with Robyn today, and she was saying Janet and Lindsay have been talking about her behind her back, and she's sick of it there and is looking for a new job. She was nearly crying when she left. I'm gutted, and a bit pissed off because i've got quite close to Robyn now, and i don't want her to leave. It pisses me off that people are talking about her, but you can't confront them, because Janet is the second in command, kind of thing. When Gavin's not there, she's in charge.

I told Gavin about wanting unpaid leave in September, he said we'll sort it out. Whether or not that means i'll get it, i don't know. He said when i start uni he'll sort my hours out so i'm not working monday.

My hours have also kind of charged. Instead of working 1-6 on a sat, i'm not 1-9. I'm also doing over time tommorow and monday. Tommorow i'm in 8:30-5. Then monday i'm in 8-5. I'll be half dead by tuesday. Lots of early nights for me.

And Gavin's kicking off. Shaun didn't turn up today. He's meant to start at 5, he didnt turn up. Tony said he's probably just late, couldnt get a bus with it being the air show or something. So it rolled round to 6, he still didnt turn up. Didnt phone in either. So i said if Tony needed me, i'd stay til 7 so they could get the breaks sorted, since it would only be him and Dean. Tony phoned Gavin to tell him, but Gavin said he'd phone Shaun first to see whats going on. But he couldnt get in touch. Tony said he better be in hospital. I was stood there thinking, am i the only one worried here? He told me on monday he's been having chest pains, and had a doctors and a hospital appointment for it. So now i'm worried about him. If he wasnt going to turn up he would have phoned. Gavin's annoyed because they had to shut the restaurant at 7 and theres about £100 worth of waste.

I wonder if he'll be in tommorow, i hope so. I hope Gavin's in as well. I'm going to ask him if since i now work 1-9 on sat, can i start at 2 instead. Would work out better for them really.

But eep, worried about Shaun.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Sat, 17 Mar 2007 18:59:02 GMT

Apparently everyone at work now thinks me and Shaun are having sex.

Just because theres a sponsor sheet up on the wall, saying about how this guy needs a prosthetic limb, and its going to cost £20, 000, and Shauns getting his legs and chest waxed to raise money for it. Everyone whos sponsored him have for like £2, but i figured, i have money, i have all my limbs, so i sponsored him for £4.

About 5:45 he comes up to me and says 'Thanks for sponsoring me £4. Everyone thinks we're having sex now.'

Reading that it sounds like he said it in a nasty way, but he didnt. But apparently they do.

Yaaaaaay i'm off on monday, ANNNND all next week!!!!
First weekend off since i started!!

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Sat, 10 Mar 2007 19:13:35 GMT

Got my resit marks today.

Lit went up from a U to a C
Psych went up from a D to a B
Media stayed the saem (a D)

Rather pleased, and totally expected the media one, because i hadnt revised at all for newspapers, just moving image. Still, my overall grade was a B anyway soo not to worry.

Gavin was really nice to me at work today, think he must have realised he did actually promise me the day off. Bastard.

I was also told really good news today, but cant tell anyone yet.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Wed, 07 Mar 2007 22:00:46 GMT

P.S. Jeff Buckleys album is really good....and on sale in hmv for £5. Go buy it!

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Sat, 03 Mar 2007 23:27:55 GMT

This song is amazing.

I shouldnt really generalize songs though.

John Mayer= <3

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Thu, 08 Feb 2007 22:19:23 GMT

Please click the banner. Joshua Radin is amazing. Very amazing =)

Thanks.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:52:18 GMT

Ooooooh i forgot to type this earlier. When i was at Kez's, i took the IQ test that her, Joe and Dave had done, and guess what. I have the highest IQ!

Lol perfect defence for when i get called dense now =p

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Thu, 25 Jan 2007 12:58:25 GMT

I've been stood up, and i'm actually rather pissed off about it.

We were meant to be going out on tuesday, but he said he had karate practise for the competition (i think his girlfriend had basically wanted to do something) so he said can we meet thursday. So i sat, and waited 20 minutes. He didnt show, so i came to college.

I'm going to give him the silent treatment at the weekend, only talk to him when i need to, rather than just standing having a chat and messing around.

Grrr. It's not even as if i wanted anything to happen, i just dont like bieng stood up.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Sat, 13 Jan 2007 19:31:30 GMT

WRITE THE FIRST THING THAT COMES INTO YOUR HEAD.....

I WANT: Lots of money
I HAVE: Exams on wednesday
I REGRET: Certain people.
I WISH: I could rewind a month or 2.
I MISS: My friends.
I FEAR: Lots of things.
I HEAR: Harry Potter
I SEARCH: For happiness?

LAST TIME YOU...
SMILED: At work.
CRIED: A week ago.
BOUGHT SOMETHING: Stuff from asda staff canteen today
GOT HAMMERED: Tbh I haven’t been properly drunk since the festive fling.
HAD A DREAM: The other night
KISSED SOMEONE: A week ago.
HAD SEX: Not that it’s anyone business, but a week ago.
LAST THING YOU READ: The TV times
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN: Night at the Museum I think.
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: Umm mum last night probs.
LAST SONG YOU HEARD: The Ordinary Boys- I luv you
LAST THING YOU ATE: Stir Fry

DO YOU:SMOKE: Not now, probably will end up pretty soon.
DO DRUGS: No
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: Not any more.
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK: No
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES: No
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER: It’s a nice thought.
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL: Some
HAVE ANY SECRETS: Yes
HAVE ANY PETS: No

GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY: I think. If I get offers from the right places.
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS: Yes
PIERCINGS: 5
HAVE ANY TATTOOS: No
HAVE A BEST FRIEND: Yes
CARE ABOUT LOOKS: Not really.
TRUST OTHERS EASILY: Too easily.
LIKE SARCASM: Depends really on the time.
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN: haven’t in a while.
SING IN THE SHOWER: I do all the time
HAVE ANY SCARS: Yep

HAVE YOU EVER...:
HURT SOMEONE: Yes
BEEN ARRESTED: No
HAD A GAY KISS: Nope
BEEN ENGAGED THEN BROKE UP: No
CRASHED YOUR CAR: Not yet
BEEN IN HOSPITAL: Yes, I wish I could remember it.
ACHIEVED AN AMBITION: No
MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: Cary Brothers <3

FRIENDS:
1) DO YOU HAVE ONE SPECIAL FRIEND, A GROUP OF CLOSE FRIENDS, OR A CROWD OF PEOPLE YOU HANG OUT WITH? Depends really.
2) WHATS THE MOST IMPORTANT QUALITY THAT A FRIEND MUST HAVE? I have to be able to trust them
3) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS LIKE ABOUT YOU? I make them look smart
4) WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE THING TO DO WITH FRIENDS? Have a few drinks, have a laugh
5) GIRLY / BOYS NITE IN - OR GIRLY / BOYS NITE OUT? Night in tbh
6) WHICH FRIEND WOULD YOU TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE? Em
7) WHICH FRIEND HAS BEEN THERE FOR YOU THE LONGEST? Em, or Megan
8) WHICH FRIEND HAS WENT BEYOND THE CALL OF DUTY FOR YOU? Ummmm, what do you class as beyond the point of duty?
9) WHICH FRIEND HURT YOU THE MOST? I don’t know
10) WHICH FRIEND MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? Depends

LOVE
1) WHO WOULD YOU GIVE YOU LAST ROLO TO? Anyone ho liked Rolos
2) WHICH PERSON WOULD YOUR LIFE NOT BE WORTH LIVING WITHOUT? My family and some friends.
3) HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? I don’t actually know.
4) HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE IN LOVE - TIL THEY TURNED INTO THE BIGGEST PRICK ON THE PLANET? *cough nick cough* probably Dan as well.
5) WHO WOULD YOU TRUST WITH YOUR DEEPEST DARKEST SECRET - IF YOU HAD ONE? I have a few friends I tell lots to.
6) HAVE YOU EVER:MET SOMEONE WHO IS PERFECT FOR YOU - BUT JUST NOT BEEN ATTRACTED TO THEM IN THE SLIGHEST? No I don’t think so
7) MET SOMEONE WHO IS PERFECT FOR YOU BUT YOU KNOW THEY CAN NEVER BE YOURS? Maybe he’s not perfect, but he would be fine by me, but it's not to be. I guess, in a way, on paper Nick was perfect for me as well. We had everything in common, talked for hours, and just clicked...until he decided to change.
8)MET SOMEONE YOUR FRIEND AND FAMILY ALL THINK IS PERFECT FOR YOU - BUT YOU DONT? My family thought Nick was great when they met him, and that we seemed good together, though tbh, i thougth he was perfect too.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Tue, 09 Jan 2007 18:18:20 GMT

Well, i got my first offer. Though to be honest, i think it'll be number 5 on my preference thing.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Thu, 21 Dec 2006 18:27:27 GMT

According to the news thing the last Harry Potter is called...

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

Don't blame me if thats wrong though!

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Mon, 04 Dec 2006 12:18:07 GMT

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emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Sat, 02 Dec 2006 00:29:27 GMT

So tonight was one of the best nights of my life. Yes you may call me sad.

But I met Cary Brothers!!! And i have loved him since June, badly loved his music. I also met Steve Reynolds, which is also very cool.

I went to The Hotel Cafe tour at the academy, it was amazing, seriously amazing. We gt there about 6:30, and there were 7 people waiting outside, which worried me a bit, but we went and got a drink first, and got stopped by two scary scotish men asking us questions. Anyway, after a very expensive drink we went back, there was a bit of a que, so we joined, and went in about 7:05ish. We got to the front of the stage, like literally at the barrier bit. I was about 5 foot away from them all. The gig was amazing, i love them all.

Afterwards i qued and bought a poster, 2 Cary Brothers CD's and a Steve Reynolds one. I got quite excited as well because they were there, like, behind where the things were being sold, well, to the side of it. After i got my stuff i went up and asked Cary Brothers if he wouuld sign my CD, he did, wrote 'To Emma love Cary Bothers.'I got a bit over excited and was like 'wow i love you.' Then i asked Steve Reynolds if he would sign his CD, so he did, and i felt a bit bad because i didnt get Jim Bianco's album and he was there so i asked him so sign my poster. Then i got Cary Brothers and Steve Reynpolds too. Cary wrote 'Love ya Emma! Cary Brothers'. How cute is he? I also got my picxture taken with him. Having his arm around me was like WOW. Seriously.

Turns out Nick was there too, for some reason i text him, because i knew h would understand the yaaaaay Cary Brothers! He replied saying Guess what, i met him too. I'm glad i didnt see him there.

Oh my.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Wed, 22 Nov 2006 19:19:13 GMT

I've just made a bit of a mistake.

My mum was telling me about how she'd love to go to The Eden Project, and love to go to Cornwall, and i actually said to her 'Is it open all year round or just a limited time?'

I can't believe i said that.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Tue, 14 Nov 2006 20:19:20 GMT

F I R S T

First best friend: Haha how sad would it be to say my brother. If not him then Lorna.
First break-up: Greg, in year 3
First screen name: No idea.
Self-purchased album: No doubt Spice Girls
First funeral: My Grandads ='(
First pets: Benji and Brandy....2 Shitzu's
First piercing/tattoo: Ears.

L A S T S

Last car ride: Way home from college.
Last good cry: Tonight, for no good reason, i've just been so tired lately, and can't sleep on a night, and basically have felt really shit, no doubt because of the tiredness. It just gets to me and i cry, and then feel a bit better.
Last movie seen: The Prestige
Last beverage drank: Orangeade
Last food consumed: Spag Bol
Last phone call: Umm can't remember. I phoned Edd earlier but he didnt answer...um...i phoned Nada this morning.
Last time showered: This morning.
Last shoes worn: My grey flats.
Last item bought: Diet coke.
Last annoyance: My general mood.
Last time wanting to die: Summer.

S P E C I F I C S

Do you do drugs?: No
What kind of shampoo do you use?: I use a mix, atm Pantene Pro V
What are you most scared of?: I'm scared of so many things.
What are you listening to right now?: Del Amitri- Tell Her This
Where do you want to get married?: I dont know if i want to get married, so lets leave that question for a while.
How many buddies are online right now?: 18, i dont talk to most though.

F A V O R I T E S

Color: Black
Food: Curry.
Boy name: Jacob
Girl name: Adrienne, Olivia, Isobella.
Subjects in school: Film
Abbreviation: Lol
Animals: Snakes
Sports: I dont know.
Perfume: Mine.

H A V E Y O U E V E R

Given anyone a bath?: Not in a sexual way.
Smoked?: Yes.
Bungee jumped?: Nop
Made yourself throw up?: Yes
Skinny dipped?: No.
Ever been in love?: Maybe, we boh said it, but when i think back, who knows.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Not for years.
Cried when someone died?: Yes.
Been rejected?: Yes
Rejected someone?: Yes.
Done something you regret?: Lots.

L A S T P E R S O N

You touched: I hugged mumzy
Hugged: Mumzy
You IMed: Umm Kez probs.
IMed you: Kez.
Called you: Cant remember
You called: I'm sure this has been asked before, i'm not answering again.
Bought you flowers: Mark at Velentines day, people don't get me flowers.

W H O D O Y O U W A N N A

Kill: No-one
Slap: A few people.

W H I C H I S B E T T E R

Coke or Pepsi: Coke.
Flowers or candy: Flowers.
Tall or short: Either.

R A N D O M

In the morning I am: in a bad mood.
All I need is: Someone to hug me, and just sit hugging me for a while, and if i cry, not to say anything.
Love is: Complicated
I dream about: Stupid things.
What do you notice first: Colours.
Last person you danced with: Umm cant remember.
Makes you smile: My friends.
Who has a crush on you: So far as i know, Edd.

D O Y O U E V E R

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Sometimes
Wish you were younger: No

N U M B E R

Of times I have had my heart broken: i can count the times i've THOUGHT i've had my heart broken, AF, Dan, Nick. I guess out of them, it was Nick who got me the worst. Dan has came pretty close quite a few times though.
Of hearts I have broken: Maybe 2.
Of guys I've kissed: Ones that arnt from spin the bottle and stuff...umm...11 maybe.
Of girls I've kissed: 1
Of continents I have lived in: 1.
Of tight friends: A handful.
Of CD's I own: Too many.
Of scars on body: Quite a few.

emmamossavi@hotmail.com — Fri, 10 Nov 2006 00:20:24 GMT

1. If you were to find out you were pregnant/ had gotten someone pregnant tomorrow, how would you feel?
I would pretty much be freaked out, especially since I don’t think I could go through with an abortion, so I would no doubt keep it.

2. Do you trust your friends?
With a lot of things yes.

3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the person you love?
Yes.

4.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
I would like to think so, but it probably doesn’t. I think, when things are pretty much shit, you think why is this happening to me? Then when you’re life turns all good and happy, you know you’ve got to take the good with the bad.

5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship
1) If he secretly got someone else pregnant, that might be a bit of a bad thing.
2) Lying.

6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best room mate for you? Why?
Ohhhh how can I pick just one?

7. Can you deal with people who are too concerned with status?
To a certain extent, but it kinda grates on me after a while.

8. Are you afraid of falling in love? Why or why not?
I guess if I’m honest yes. I’ve been hurt A LOT before, and whenever I think wow this is good, it could really go somewhere, it doesn’t, and I end up miserable, and then I meet someone, and I’m afraid of what I feel for them.

9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times throughout the day?
Yes <3

10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new guy/girl?
Nooooo. If I ever do that please slap me and tell me off?

11. Name one person from your friends list that you could call to come to your rescue if you got a flat tyre?
Emily?

12. From your friends list, who can you call in the middle of the night if you need to talk?
there’s a few I would. Probably Em, Simon and Kez.

13. What qualities do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
Irish accent =p Lol, erm….dark hair, nice eyes, makes me laugh

14. Fill in the blank. I would NEVER have kids with a person who.....
Was related to me…

15. What is your number one priority in life?
Ummm…if I’m completely honest the first thing I thought of was my hair. That’s really bad and horribly vain and I don’t even mean it. I think my family…well certain members of it anyway. My friends for sure.

16. What can you tell about a person by kissing them?
Lots of things. I think if you can have a laugh while kissing them it’s deff a good thing. If fair enough it’s a good kiss, but that’s all it is, you can’t joke around or anything, it’s not as good. Kissing with my eyes open makes me laugh.

17. When you get married, for the first time or again, what would you envision your dream wedding to be?
Wedding number 1? Oooh a castle of Vegas. Hopefully there won’t be a wedding number 2.

18. If you could say just one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Whhhhhhhhhhy

19. If you were to wake up from being in a coma for an extended period of time, name some people you would wanna see first.
Pee Wee Herman.

20. How many kids do you want to have?
3

21. What would make you a good parent?
Some people say I would, and at times I think I would be, I can be quite…mothering, telling people off, saying ooh remember to do that, etc, but then I can be totally irresponsible and think why on earth would anyone let me near a child.

Be Honest and repost as 21 questions =]

EIGHT Lasts:

8. Cigarette: A while ago
7. Beverage: Apple sourz
6. Movie: Saw 3
5. Phone Call: Asking for a lift home from the metro
4. CD Played: The Veronicas
3. Bubble Bath: I go in the shower.
2. Time You Cried: A good few month ago.
1. Meal: A turkey sandwich in subway.

EIGHT Have Yous:

8. Dated Someone Twice: Try about 5 times?
7. Been Cheated On: Not as far as i know. Maybe.
6. Bought condoms: Yes
5. Kissed Someone & Regret it: Yep
4. Fallen In Love: Yes
3. Lost Someone: Yes
2. Been Depressed: I've bee extremely close.
1. Been Drunk And Thrown up: Oh yes...all over my bathroom, bright red. I'm sorry Charlotte and Megan...who whitnessed it =s

SIX Things You Did In The Past Three Days:

6. Gone shopping: Yes, yesterday before i met Edd, i bought a jacket and some gloves in H&M
5. Went To Work: Monday i dd.
4. Coloured: Doodles.
3. Talked to your crush/bf/gf: Yes <3
2. Got Drunk: Yep
1. Slept: Yep

List FIVE People You Can Tell Pretty Much Anything To:
Emily
Simon
Kez
Meg
Nada

List THREE Favorite Colors
Black
Purple
Green

List TWO Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
Meet ‘the one’
Be totally happy

So Far in '06 I have:

1. Been To School: Well, college.
2. Made A New Friend: Yes =)
3. Fallen Out Of Love: In a sense. I don’t think you ever fall completely out of love.
4. Done Something You Swore Never To Do: Yes.
5. Laughed Until You Cried: Yep
6. Went Behind Your Parents' Back: Not majorly, I’ve told sort of lies…half truths…
7. Met Someone Who Changed Your Life?: Yes I’ve met a few. I’ve met someone who made me realise that people can lie to make things easier for them, and drinking until you hospitalise yourself over them is stupid, and makes you even more stupid for doing so. I’ve met people who make me smile, people who have taught me things, people who I know will be there for me.
8... where is number 8 ... It missed the metro.
9. Found Out Who Your True Friends Are: I know who my friends are =)

What Do You Think Of...

1. Bush: Rose
2. Gay Marriage: Go for it.
3. Lowering The Drinking Age: No

Random

1. Straight, Gay, Bi: Straight.
2. Do You Have A Crush: I dooo.
3. Who Is The Best Hugger You Know: Oooh erm…I don’t hug many people tbh.
4. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight: No
5. Is there Something You Want To Tell Someone: Not over here.

01] Is there someone who you like at the moment? Yep, and he knows who he is....so does everyone else.

02] Have you ever given or been given roses? Yeah

03] Do you believe everyone has a soulmate? Yes, I really do.

04] Do you think that you should be friends first? Either way really. Sometimes I think it can help, but really it doesn’t matter.

05] Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes, this summer I did. It pretty much sucked.

07] What do you think about long-distance relationships? I think they can work

08] Would you rather date someone 5-6 years younger or 5-6 years older? Older without a doubt. I’m not dating a 12/13 year old.

09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend? Yes?

10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"? No. Because although I have kissed someone else while being in a relationship, I learnt that I was a selfish bitch for doing it, and wouldn’t again.

11] How many kids do you want to have? 3

12] Fav colour(s)? Black, green, purple.

13] Do you have any regrets? Lots.

14] have you ever broken somebodys heart? Yes I think so.

15] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry? Probably not.

16] What song do you want to hear at your wedding? Lifehouse- Everything…or Howie Day- Collide

17} Does somebody like you? I hope so!

50 Things

1. Where is your dad right now?
Upstairs

2. Last time you kissed someone?
Yesterday in the airport.

3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
That I can be happy with who I am. I used to hate things about myself, and be so conscous of stuff, now I’m not. I’m happy.

4. What colour is your watch?
Black.

5. Do you like someone?
Yes =)

6. Are you close to your mom?
Yes

7. Where do your best friends work?
Em works in the library…

8. What are you listening to right now?
Guillemots – Made Up Love Song

9. What do you smell?
Cherry Lollys…..still…..

10. What color are your pants/boxers?
Green girl boxers

11. Do you have a roommate?
Nope

12. What color is your bedroom flooring?
Blue carpet

13. Do you have a chair in your room?
No, I put it in Andys room because it was too big.

14. What time of day were you born?
2:20pm

15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
Yes

16. What's your favorite number?
7

17. Do you know someone named Lori?
No

18. What color is your mom's hair?
A few different colours

19. Do you have a car?
Yes <3

20. Do you remember singing any songs as kids?
”We’re off to button moon, let’s follow Mr Spooon, Button Moooon, Button Mooooooooon”

21. When was the last time you went swimming?
Ages ago

22. When was the last time you talked to any of your siblings?
When I booked Phils theory test for him today

23. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
No

24. Do you play any instruments?
I did play violin

25. Do you like fire?
Yes

26. Are you allergic to anything?
Vodka

27. When was the last time you were drunk?
Tonight

28. What's the last thing you read?
Thiiiiiis. Or the Handmaids tale if we’re talking books.

29. Have you ever been to a spa?
Yes.

30. Did you take science all four years of high school?
Try 5 =p

31. Do you like butterflies?
Some

33. What is one thing you miss about your past?
My granddad or great gran =(

34. Did you ever see the school counsler?
No, there was a time when my mum offered me the chance to go see someone though.

35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
I read that as have you ever wanted a teacher. Haha, anyway, yep I did. .

36. What is one thing you've learned about life?
Take the good with the bad.

37. Are you jealous of anyone?
Yes, but theres no point, my life is pretty great at the moment.

38. Is anyone jealous of you?
Maybe?

39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
Ages ago

40. What does your dad call you?
Emma

41. What does your mom call you?
Em, Emma, daughtzy, loner.

42. What does you hair look like right now?
Wet and awful, in the process of being dried.

43. Has a friend ever used you?
Yes.

44. Has anyone recently told you that they like you more than as a friend?
Erm…yes I guess so! Though really, the fact we had been kissing when we were out and that did act as a bit of a clue.

45. Do you like your siblings?
Yeah I can’t complain.

46. Do you have an accent?
I wish! I want a nice accent. Apparently I do have an accent, just I’m not sure which!

48. Who was the last person you drove with?
Mumzy...but with me driving then Nada

49. What are you looking forward to?
Ummm not sure!

50. How are you today?
Ok, but ill, and drunk a bit